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12/30/05 01:41 pm

confess that in 2005 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(xxxxxxx) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(xxxxxx) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(xxscream fits are always fun) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x prob.) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a different state
(do that often;(x) cooked a disasterous meal
( ) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
( ) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(xx) drank alcohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
( )saw someone famous in person
( ) did something you want to tell everyone
(xxxxxxx ) Enjoyed this year all over

12/18/05 04:55 pm

10 Firsts:
First Best Friend: keith glass
First Screen Name: pean716
First pet: coco
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: lol bryce
First Music: backstreet boys
First Kiss: dont want to talkabout that
First REAL love: rather not talk about that either

9 Lasts:
Last bathroom visit: church
Last food you ate: steak and potatoes
Last Car Ride: home from church
Last Movie: lord of the rings
Last Phone Call: andrew
Last CD Played: dashboard confessionals
Last bubble bath:a looong time ago

8 Have You Evers:
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yep
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nah
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yea lol
Have You Ever Been on TV: nah
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Then Regretted: umm yes
Have you Ever cheated: on school stuff (all the time) on a boy- unfortuately yea
Have You Ever been on a blind date: nope
Have You Ever been out of the country: no

7 Things You're Wearing:
1. socks
2. ring
3. necklace
4. green shirt
5. jeans
6. white bra
7. earings

6 Things You've Done Today:
1. went to church
2. came home
3. watched lord of the rings
4. talked to andrew
5. fell asleep
6. ate

6 People You Can Tell Anything to:
1. justin
2. nikki
3. cody
4. andrew
5. mormon
6. keith

4 favorite things In No Particular Order:
2. kissing
3. cuddling
4. eating

3 Choices:
1. Black or White: depends
2. Hot or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

2 Things You Want to Do Before you die:
1. married
2. kids

1 thing you regret:
1. dating a certain person...



12/14/05 08:10 pm

ok so its kinda crazy im grounded... but not grounded at the same time, i got my phone back really really early, yet my mom is like well you have to be off by 10, and when i ask to go places shes like well your grounded remember... but you know what, hopefully i get an exception day friday... cause i really wunna go hang with the boyfriend for a while... i havent got to do that in a really long time...
:( ....

andrew moscoe: i like my chucks! i dont see why you hate them so much! you crazy crazy and your "deals"... i still have to think about that one... i dont know if i believe you. lol.... lovins

dakota dailey: everything will work out for you, i have complete faith in that doll, i love you big bunches and hope you feel better soon (in every way possible)! your rockin kid, and i ve missed seein you at school!

james keesee: why? thats really all i have to say... why do you say the things that you do to the people you say them to..? i dont get it.!? i never have and i guess i never will!?

justin: thank you so much, the tree was the cutest... i kinda ripped it apart though! lol, the chocolate wouldnt come off any other way! HaHA Chocolate... (you know that one person, in the band yea the one the wouldnt talk to me for ever because of that one thing i DIDNT do... well hes def. speaking again... ALOT hAhA silly silly)

nikki: im not a bad best friend actually im being a good one to my other bestest best by not running my mouth about it... its not my place to say stuff about things that are said... if you want to know ask the person it has to do with hun... just sayin!

jay: IM MAD AT YOU! YOU BROKE THE PACKING PEANUT! HaHa silly lil peanut!

welp guys i think thats all


~oh yea... im quote unquote grounded from the internet... hummm who would have thunk that one..? you tell me!~

12/9/05 10:17 pm - ~Still Under Lockdown~

You don't love me...

I know you don't...

So please, don't tell me you do.


~the one night i can talk on the phone and the one person i truly want to talk to doesnt call back ;/~

((its one of those things))
*i guess*

12/5/05 10:27 am - Talking was on the agenda... thats all...

I Don't do anything bad really, it just looks that way!

((yet im still in trouble))

11/28/05 05:31 pm - look at my carazy friends!






((thats all))

11/27/05 12:53 am - westlife - swear it again

By: Westlife
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied


The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
The more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I…

11/24/05 06:21 pm - Kelly Clarkson~ Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

11/24/05 05:10 pm - Love this song...

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak and my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only thought that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily.

11/21/05 10:17 am

so many things to say....

yet no words are good enough to explain,

how wrong i feel!

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